Would this make me gay?

I get turned on at the thought of me and another man being in the same hole of a woman and i really want to feel him rubbing on me, i m not just enjoying him, i want to feel her on top of me really close to me, possibly kissing as we do this, i want to feel him pulse and release his warm load on me, i will probably do the same after, i like the idea of my seed being mixed, hopefully it will all drip down onto my genitals, should make a feast for the girl, i really get off on the thought of me seed being inside a woman, it drives me nuts.